In Denial

I think I'm in denial that school starts again tomorrow. I realized today that I haven't even bought books yet! And then I looked up which books I have to buy, and I only have to buy three because I already have three of them and three of my classes don't require books. Now THAT is wonderful. That will make the reading load a lot easier than last semester for sure. But, I find myself not wanting to go to bed tonight because I know that the sooner I go to bed, the sooner I will wake up and have to face tomorrow. And actually, I don't think it's school that I don't want to deal with. I think it's going to school in the freezing cold and snow. Oh yeah and it's going to school while having to work at Brick Oven. I'm so torn about that. I want so badly to find a new job, but I know that no where I go will pay me as well. MEEEEEEER. That's how I feel about all of this. But YAY for Jane Austin's Persuasion and Creative Writing.